I wonder if you remember that I was the one that loved you, homeless boy selling acid on the streets of Atlanta.
I wonder if you remember how silly I looked when I was so in awe I couldn’t even tell you my name…
I wonder if you remember the time I took you in and we made a home together.
I wonder if you remember anything about me at all that said “I love you”
My heart is broken
I feel sick
I can’t sleep
I can’t scream
I feel so alone…
I don’t know where to go from here.
I see my world falling apart, piece by piece.
I see my life falling apart, none of this makes any fucking sense.
It took me a very long time to realize I couldn’t truly love anyone else until I truly loved myself. And so I did, I loved myself in all the ways no one else could.
Wholly and completely accepting of myself.
And it seems the more I loved myself, the more others hated me for my freedom.
But self love only goes so far.
One cannot be fulfilled and happy all alone.